Why?

Why are you two the only ones that make me feel this way? You are my only two friends that make me feel left out and sad when I’m not invited. I don’t want to feel this way.

Maybe it is because you two were the ones I was closest to. The ones I would talk to everyday and tell everything to. The ones that I would always have heart to hearts with. You two told me everything. It was always us three. We promised eachother that it would stay like that forever. Now, I’m not so sure. Because now, it is just you two. And I am sitting here, alone. I look at the Facebook pictures and posts and wish that I was in them. When I talk to you, you always promise things will change, and I always believe you. Until I see you two doing your own thing again. I guess I felt like I knew my place back when I was so close to you two. I’m not sure. I just wish it was like that again. I still want it to be like that again. It sucks when I know I want to be close friends with you guys but I also know that you two obviously don’t want the same. You just want to be besties with eachother and leave me. It is the worst when the few times I am with you guys and it is brought up, you say things and then quickly correct yourself because I am there. Like when you say “We are the ONLY ones who know whats up.” and then quickly, “Us two and Kelly.” But I catch it everytime.

Sorry for the sad post :( Thursday night I was on cloud nine but now, not so much. Ughhh I hate how I let these silly things get to me!

We skyped for 11:44. Ahhh love :)

And Kenny Chesney is ABSOLUTELY AMAZING. He sounds SO good live. And I knew every song but one. I think he is becoming my favorite country singer :)